Sick and not Getting Better


In case you hadn't noticed i've been a bit absent for a while, i was and still am sick. At first it started off with what i thought was a tummy thing this last two days, the third day i was tossing my cookies with a fever as the kids would call it. from then on i've had a figh fever from anywhere 100-104.


i didn't go in right away and apparently you really should withink 48 hours after your FIRST fever, otherwise they can't test what you have for anything or it comes back negative. but they are going to try treating me for bronchitis and influenza. ikkk. in the meantime i feel dizzy and weak but thankfully i've got a swell family helping me get through this and friends that continue to write guest posts for me to help me there. i'm staying awak emore today but i think that's because it is just me now and hubby is at work so i know there is no one for our young one to watch after. I'll probably make lunch, give him a small bath and send him for a nap before i take mine since they put me out. he sleeps for three hours, just in time for his brother to be home, just in case i need it.


just giving you an update where i've been.

Kiss Halloween Nails: Decorate Your Nails this Halloween

Ya'll know how much I LOVE Halloween so it should be no surprise to you that when I was asked to review some Kiss Limited Edition Halloween Nails I jumped at the chance. They sent me three sets of nails to try out. Here's what I got:

- Kiss Limited Edition Halloween Nails: Spider webs in black and white with a silver spider

- Kiss Limited Edition Halloweenn Nails: Blood red nails with beautiful black swirls (my favorite)

- Kiss Limited Edition Halloween Nails: half/half white nails with black skull and cross bones, and black nails with white barbed wire going across.

Each box comes with 24 nails, 12 different sizes and of course the glue tabs. The back of each box has easy to follow instructions on how to prepare your nails, apply them and remove them. I will admit that they are easy to get off. Soaked in warm water they easily pop off.

Each set of nails are available between now and November 1 at Walgreens, CVS and Kmart. The set costs about $4.


Don't they look like a lot of fun? Now picture them on Halloween. The girls and I are planning on getting our nails all dolled up, course I think they'll be upset when they hear they can't wear them to school. But it'll sure be fun in the meantime. :)

Monday Begins Again

Well just to update everyone, I'm still on my quest at a better, thinner, healthier and a happier me. I've actually lost at least 6 lbs since I have began, I have found it easier to drink water which at one time I absolutely hated and when I get hungry during the day to just grab a salad. I think it'll be easy to lose that first 20 pounds, but after that it sounds a bit harder. Over the weekend I walked 3.3 miles (this was with the whole family) and on Sunday I learned that it is actually 1 mile (a little over) to get that Sunday paper and back home. So I have my routes but won't do the 3 mile one by myself, it is too far a walk in an area that isn't the best places to go. Not to mention if you recall a few years ago I crashed my bike and really messed up my knee, well most of the time it is fine but that 3 mile walk swelled it up. So between the walking, healthier eating and Jillian videos I'm doing much better. I must admit that Fall is my favorite season and it helps that all these trees look so beautiful, only thing I don't like is the cool wind that blows through. (beautiful trees right?)

I know many of you have sent emails about my posting last week. I won't say everything has been resolved because it hasn't and I doubt it will. I have my belief and he has his. The following day I was told to get a real job before I complained about how he spent money. That didn't go very well and long story short when I said I would get a job on top of everything else he got upset. The issue has been once again swept under the carpet, not by me but it seems there will be no talk on it. The weekend was peaceful, there was no bickering as long as we stayed off all subjects dealing with money. We did get in a moment when I found out in the future when we move I will not have any animals. Remember that dream of having a farm? Well that is gone now. But the kids watched movies with daddy as I played online, I'm not much for anime. hehe. We did watch some funny shows later and even Barney. Friday night the two of us went shopping with the wee one while Soccerboy watched the two girls and he showed me what he'd like to get the kids for Christmas so we got to have a little fun there. I think SoccerBoy will love his gift.

But things are quiet and all seems well. Right this second my youngest is going through a box we just got to review...it is full of toys. Wait until you read the reviews, all I'm saying is he keeps clapping and shouting "I did it!" How was your weekend?

3 Holiday Gift Ideas

This is for the 60 days until Christmas Countdown. Hope some of these will help you out.

Toddler:
My first recommendation is going to be the Playskool Busy Ball-Tivity Center from Playskool. Why? This was one of my son's favorite toys last year and he was about 18 months old. Even today he plays with this. He loves to watch the balls go round and round, and he has now learned that if he takes off the tree he can make the balls float up. This little toy is currently $26.49 at Amazon right now.
Tween:
Has your little tween started asking for a Gameboy or something along those lines? Well you could always get them the LeapFrog® Didj Custom Learning Gaming System. It looks just like a Gameboy but you (they) play educational games on it. Currently it is $50.97 at amazon.




Teen:
Oh with how popular "Twilight" has become I don't think you can go wrong if you purchase anything twilight, at least not when it comes to teen girls. My kids and I have always loved those Scene It DVD games and now they have the new Scene It? Twilight Deluxe Edition
. Currently it is at amazon for $29.73

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60 Days Until Christmas....

Are you ready? With only 60 days until Christmas I bet some of you are starting to really begin to feel the pressure of getting that perfect toy or even just any toy these days. For the next 60 days I plan on bringing you 3 toys per day to help you prepare, due to the fact I have four kids and one (at least) in each age range. Baby-Tween-Teen. Plus I'll even update the Top 10 toy lists from various toy stores/companies so stick around.

For those that need a reminder you can always go to the Christmas Countdown, it's Santa's official countdown location.

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Winners of Child Safety Kit/book

The winners for the Safety Guide for Parents and 4 winners (1 will be included in the grand prize) were all selected by the Random.org generator: 4, 10, 5, 9, 13

The winners are:

- IdentaKey Medical Records Storage would be very valuable to have.
# posted by ydsddd (GRAND PRIZE, meaning you'll get the book and child safety kit)

- I like the wean machine, for making your own baby food.
# posted by jlmk

- I like the CARES Kids Fly Safe Aviation Restraint.
# posted by Gabriel J.

- the CAR SEAT ORGANIZER, would be helpfull to keep everything in place
# posted by rb109972

- safety tip -- never leave your baby alone with the dog, no matter how sweet the dog seems. # posted by Shane


Congratulations!!! For those on this list please email me at homemom3@gmail.com with your mailing address.

Anger Envelops Her

I wrote this post yesterday and wasn't going to post it but I think I need to do it, just so I can later look back and remember.

There are only some points in my life that I actually get on my blog and just rant about my feelings and this is going to be one of them once again. Do you remember earlier this year where I told everyone that life really likes to throw wrenches at you? Well I've learned that isn't the truth, the truth really is that you can change whatever it is you want to change. I thought earlier this year I was able to change everything in my life, things got better and everything seemed honky dorey (sp). Well I was wrong, the truth was everything got swept under that carpet and stayed there just out of sight.

For a while now I felt tension and I could tell that things weren't right but I blamed other things. Life was too calm, my weight might be an issue and yes the house was a mess. But all those things can be changed, so that wasn't it. What was it? Today I found out the one thing that could ever turn me completely around and throw me for a loop was staring me square in the face. I know this probably makes no sense but when you've vowed never to deal with something again because there is only one option you don't exactly what to know that it is back. Right?


Issues rose about the way I cleaned the house, course when I did clean I got to hear, "Wow, a first in 13 years," or something equally as bad. I gave up on the house when I started getting ignored or when he started hanging or leaving the house. Plus why should it always be me doing it. I have four kids, yes it is hard to keep a house but yes I'm a lazy housewife too. I also got tired of hearing that I was a nag every time he would spend money when bills needed to be paid. How many women like to hear: Nag, nag, nag? I don't think a single one would. I was told I don't ever want to hang out with him, course when we did actually get the son to watch the others and went to a bar there was no hand holding, standing by one another, etc. Instead he smoked outside, played one round of pool with me and hung out at the bar chatting with others. That wasn't what I had hoped for. I know he isn't a sentimental/romantic but I am and do like it from time to time. Those are just a few things, there are more but not going into everything. I won't lie I nag about money, I want things paid first. I had a coffee habit too but oh well that is gone now too.

It is back, that big issue between us and now I must decide exactly what it is I'm willing to do. For an entire year I lived in hell of worrying and uncertainty. I won't live like that again. I went to places I never thought I would, I daydreamed about things that I shouldn't and now it all comes back to hit me square in the face. I know now that avoided it or just saying something is dealt with (granted I thought it was) doesn't work. Decisions must be made, whether I'm ready for them or not.

One thing I know for sure is this:

I want to go back to a point where I was only happy, not worrying about things like I do. I know my own work will need to come first, the work I do online but also within myself. I need to totally focus on me and getting my weight back down for myself. Back to where it'll make me smile when I look into a mirror and to when I knew someone would be glad to hold my hand and walk through a park, zoo, amusement park or even just down the street with me. I refuse to go back to last year, absolutely will not have it. I want to live as a family, happy and together but I don't want to worry about having to wonder ever again.

Confession Time: When I Strip for Ya'll

It is time that I be completely honest with all my readers and this post is truely doing just that, in a way I'm about to strip completely naked right here for you. No, I'm not going to show you a bunch of naked photos, for all those sicks that found this post through google you can now leave. Many moms have found themselves where I am today, many moms have done the very thing I am doing and now it is time for me to do it. Okay, so are ya'll ready? Here goes.....

I'm mad at myself! In the 13 years of marriage I have allowed myself to get to twice the weight I was when I got married. (just about twice anyways) No, don't think I'm telling you what my weight is just yet, I'm not that bold. But I've just did the one thing that no woman does and that is to even admit that. I know earlier this year I ranted about wanting to lose weight, that was during a very stressful time in my life and when I was ready to walk out the door here as it was. Things calmed, waters grew silent and I ate and sat around the house. It is now time to re-awake that part in my body again, I won't say waters are calm, in fact lately it has felt like a storm was brewing just above me waiting to explode but it won't. But that is besides the point. Right now my focus is me and me alone, no one else. I'm not here to blame anyone except myself, no the kids didn't do this and no the hubby wanting to eat out all the time didn't do this. I chose to eat snacks the kids left behind, I chose to go out with the family and eat salmon, shrimp, etc. I could've easily grabbed sticks of carrots or a salad when we went out.

So what am I going to do about it? First, I ordered 2 Jillian Michaels DVDs to start working out. I'll let you know right now....she kicks your but especially if you are out of shape. For those that don't know she's one of the trainers on that show "Biggest Loser" sorry I don't have cable so I don't know actual details. I started watching the shows on youtube though and man is she mean but she gets results and that is what I want. I want to be where I was 10 years ago and I wish I had a pic but haven't found one so I'll be looking so I can use it on my vision board. I plan on working out to Jillian's 30-day shred for the next month then I have one other, I eventually want all her videos. My sister heard about my quest and sent me the collection of Biggest Loser books: Cookbook, simple swaps, calorie counter and 30 day jump start. Expect a review on those soon, at least the cookbook. I won't be able to fully review the others until I know if this works.

So, I'm working out now, but I've also started counting calories. Calories should be about 1400 per day, I know some of you are thinking it doesn't sound like a lot but it really is. I mean a strawberry (small) is only 2 calories, medium is 4 so can you picture how many you could have? Exactly many fruits are like that. My issue is breads and pasta, my other is STARBUCKS and I need to really cut that out all together. Right now I'm limiting 1 every other day and then 1 a week and no more. I have noticed the more water I drink the less fraps I want. Oh and tea is free until you put sugar in it.

So there you have it, in total I want to lose about 65 pounds, I don't have to lose that much but that is my ideal weight. I can easily lose 50 and be fine or lose 80 and look awesome..maybe too thin though. I am included one picture of myself from about 8 years ago, which gives you an idea of how I looked, one how I looked 11 years ago and two current.
My biggest obstacle will be the willpower to see this through and ignore all those temptations around me. Remember just because you want to lose weight and get in shape not everyone does or can. So those tempting cupcakes the kids eat for school are off limits. :)


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